I haven’t cried in days… I guess I’ve finally reached the point of just feeling completely numb. I don’t know which is worse…

Lost re-watch | 6x6 | Sundown

I changed your name to Dickface in my phone when I was drunk and totally forgot about it.

Dearest bar, if you have a bunch of books on a shelf that look like they haven’t been touched in years Drunk Melissa will take one. Don’t worry though, I’ll return it when I’m done. Sincerely, Melissa. #drunkmelissaisathief

Dearest bar, if you have a bunch of books on a shelf that look like they haven’t been touched in years Drunk Melissa will take one. Don’t worry though, I’ll return it when I’m done. Sincerely, Melissa. #drunkmelissaisathief

I love you like Ted loves Robin. In the most unconditional way, that’s almost harmful. I want you to be happy worth every bone in my body, I really do. And I know right now that means not being with me. But I will NEVER. STOP. FIGHTING. FOR. YOU. Because in a way, you are me. I can’t shake this feeling that I’m supposed to be with you. Even if I end up breaking myself even worse than I already am, at least I didn’t give up, and at least I didn’t stop fighting. I am starting to accept that I am Theodore Evelyn Mosby. It just kinda sucks in reality. Because it ended up ok for them. I don’t know if it will for us. I want it to and I’m pretty positive that we will, but I’m so damn scared. So. Fucking. Scared. I wish I just knew what was going to happen.